Me Update

It's the second day of May and my house is as cold as it was in January, might be a bit warmer outside though. I woke up strong today. I've been off from work for the last four days, (using up some sick time and practicing retirement) and stayed in town. The weather has been, unseasonable which is okay, I spent a lot of time around the house cleaning - and organizing, preparing to get rid of stuff so I can leave.

Big question remains, What am I going to do with the house? Fees, taxes and mortgage payments went up again - not too high - and my portfolio isn't performing to the standards I set for it... but that's life and finance... so I have to adjust... and adjust I will.

No worries - what needs to come my way will come and that includes the decision on what to do with la casa.

I may not have mentioned that I am kind of ready to go back to the job, just because I've been in the house so long I may be a bit stir crazy... it's not the alternative I want, but it's the one I have. Indeed at this point I could go up to personnel and submit my paper work at anytime, but I made a plan and I'm going to stick to it... besides, I'm not that anxious to leave. I'm conditioned... after 28.5 years... that's what I am... conditioned. So in addition to decisions I will have to set myself into the mind of decommissioning my mind from its conditioning.

I meant to bitch about facebook; But it's more about me than the social media site. It's an addiction to information but the information I've been getting is not feeding the need. So I tell myself I'm mad at them when all I really have to do is seek another source of information... until I become tolerant of that... and the cycle continues.

Counting down to 220 days - I'm not going to make any special effort to meet up with people I haven't been meeting up with for the last five years - I can't figure out why I should. It seems like it would be fake. If they show up to a group function, or we run into each other on a humbug, then okay.

I think I should start emptying out the cupboards... get some dishes to the fam or fram or friends who might be starting out in an apartment or something.

Okay - update complete. Another note.. I need to go through these and make spelling corrections, and maybe some formatting corrections/updates as well.

That's all.